Miserable Day!!!!

Yesterday was miserable, I cried all day long.
I was crying because my boyfriend has decided he needs to move up to Washington State. When he told me I assumed he didn't want me to go with. We have been together for 3 1/2 years and I love this guy! The reason he wants to move is for his 6 year old daughter. I can understand he feels empty without her so I don't blame him at all. I have a son and would die if I couldn't see him everyday. Without knowing all the details I was torn to shreds about the idea.
After working all day I was dreading the fact of going home. But I knew we still had a lot of talking to do. So after I got home I noticed he was sitting at the computer trying to get some recipe to make me dinner. I told him we needed to do some more talking and he agreed. So after my son had gone to bed we started talking and I told him how awful I felt. I asked him if he would want me to go with him and he assumed that I wouldn't want to and that is why he never said anything. He said he didn't want to take me away from my family. I told him that is my decision to make. I told him if it didn't work out between us I could always come back home to Carson City.
You see he has been married 2 times and I have been married 0. I told him when we first got together that I really never wanted to get married. Yeah, I agree I have been talking about it a lot lately and that is because I think about it. I would be crazy not to think about it. Just because I think about it doesn't mean I want to or even that I would have the balls to go through with it. Well he thinks I have been pressuring him and he told me on Sunday that he never wanted to remarry and he thinks he would be holding me back from something that I wanted in life. I told him no way I am absolutley content with the way our relationship is. As long as we are commited to each other I am fine! I honestly think that his ex-wife really did a number on him and I cannot stand evil women who give good women a bad name. Just to get my feelings about her out in the open, I think she is a wicked woman who loves to make other people miserable. And to tell you the truth she has made mine a living hell right up to the day she met her new man. She has suckered him into buying a house with her and hopefully they will get married so she can focus all her wickedness on her new man and less time on mine.